I just came back from airprt to pick up papa.:) everything is safe. alhamdulillah,i can smile now.thanks ALLAH.you are the best.thanks fr evrything. and tomorrow im goin to kl. bought the ticket already.Air asia.i hope theres no more cold war between me and mummy. Allah please help me. ;( i dont want that such thing happen anymore. and god i promise ill pray. i want to change. be a good girl. everyone makes mistake even me kan.:) everyone im sorry fr everything i did. eventhough i know no one gonna read my blog bcz i wont tell anyone.its kind of personal.:) you know.
gtg,goin to have chat with papa.haha.:)
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
im gonna wake up early tomorrow, because im gonna pick up papa with mama,faez, fikran and tasha.
and im so exited. yay! alhamdulillah bcz evrything is safe. but im not so happy bcz yea la. papa still tak sampai kan. tomorrow when i see his smile im gonna be the happiest girl in the world.
Just now went to kb mall to buy something then went tesco. i bought kfc. i mean chicken la kan=D
and i ate chocolate ice cream.ILOVEIT okay. while i was waiting fr mama bcz shes goin to buy tudung and i wnt to buy kfc so she ask me to waited fr awhile. After i bought something at kfc i called her and she said okay, i will be there real soon. after i call mama this ONE WEIRD guy come and he was like what did you buy then i said stuff. and he asked me again, did you buy vegetables?and i said yes. mama bought it then he said oh,vegetable's here are very fresh then i said okay. come'on like i dont know but anywys thanks for your FREE information and he said my shop are right there and if you want to buy something im gonna give you SPECIAL %%%%.haha
nk promote rupanya.haha. As you can see im so boring right now. very!i gtg:)bubye and im sure no one gonna read this bcz its my secret blog.im so lame ha?im gonna read this blog when im old=)
and im so exited. yay! alhamdulillah bcz evrything is safe. but im not so happy bcz yea la. papa still tak sampai kan. tomorrow when i see his smile im gonna be the happiest girl in the world.
Just now went to kb mall to buy something then went tesco. i bought kfc. i mean chicken la kan=D
and i ate chocolate ice cream.ILOVEIT okay. while i was waiting fr mama bcz shes goin to buy tudung and i wnt to buy kfc so she ask me to waited fr awhile. After i bought something at kfc i called her and she said okay, i will be there real soon. after i call mama this ONE WEIRD guy come and he was like what did you buy then i said stuff. and he asked me again, did you buy vegetables?and i said yes. mama bought it then he said oh,vegetable's here are very fresh then i said okay. come'on like i dont know but anywys thanks for your FREE information and he said my shop are right there and if you want to buy something im gonna give you SPECIAL %%%%.haha
nk promote rupanya.haha. As you can see im so boring right now. very!i gtg:)bubye and im sure no one gonna read this bcz its my secret blog.im so lame ha?im gonna read this blog when im old=)
Monday, December 7, 2009
yeah,i woke up early this morning. yay! and and sleep quite early last night.which is 3a.m.horrayyy! i know sooner or later ill be a good girl=))I REALLY HOPE SO!
Papa is coming back tomorrow and i cant wait to see his face. His laugh,His lame joke which is kind of funny.haha:))papa,only god knows how much i need you in my life.you brighten up my day dad.=)and i know fiqrans missing you too much. just now he was counting,and he was like yay!18 hours more and he keep staring at my pimples;//.=D. i still remember his cool pantun goes like this.(Tasha pakai baju purple,faresha banyak pimple)haha.boy,you are so clever and im proud to have you as a brother.i mean it okayy=))
I dont know what is wrong with my eyes,its very pain.tears came out always and i dont know why . its very pedih ok.man!i cant stand it! medicine pls?=?
I feel like i want to go to mummy's house but i dont know weather i should go or not.im scared that ill make it more worst than i thought.Mom,i have no idea how to tell you that i miss you so much.i wish thing will go back to normal.ASAP!please ALLAH,help me.Nowadays,i keep making mistake and i dont know why.late it be. maybe this month is my worst month.okay i shall stop talking about this before my mood turn to sad mood.
im addicted to why cant i and i will be right here waiting for you and far away.its reminds me of him! i still miss him tho.;(too bad?yeah even things getting worst.nasib baik tgk muka fiqran tak keluar muka dia.hahaha
p/s.mama,lets go to kb mall?im so bored right now.too bored mom=(
Papa is coming back tomorrow and i cant wait to see his face. His laugh,His lame joke which is kind of funny.haha:))papa,only god knows how much i need you in my life.you brighten up my day dad.=)and i know fiqrans missing you too much. just now he was counting,and he was like yay!18 hours more and he keep staring at my pimples;//.=D. i still remember his cool pantun goes like this.(Tasha pakai baju purple,faresha banyak pimple)haha.boy,you are so clever and im proud to have you as a brother.i mean it okayy=))
I dont know what is wrong with my eyes,its very pain.tears came out always and i dont know why . its very pedih ok.man!i cant stand it! medicine pls?=?
I feel like i want to go to mummy's house but i dont know weather i should go or not.im scared that ill make it more worst than i thought.Mom,i have no idea how to tell you that i miss you so much.i wish thing will go back to normal.ASAP!please ALLAH,help me.Nowadays,i keep making mistake and i dont know why.late it be. maybe this month is my worst month.okay i shall stop talking about this before my mood turn to sad mood.
im addicted to why cant i and i will be right here waiting for you and far away.its reminds me of him! i still miss him tho.;(too bad?yeah even things getting worst.nasib baik tgk muka fiqran tak keluar muka dia.hahaha
p/s.mama,lets go to kb mall?im so bored right now.too bored mom=(
just now mummy call and she was so mad,bcz my brother told her then i stll sleeping. but what can i do? i cant sleep last night. really really cant. i go to sleep at 7 a.m. and im so sleepy this morning . i know girl not suppose to wake up late. im sorry.
and sometimes i jst wish that i can ran away and live alone. so no one will care about me and thats good. its just too good to be true.
she also mad at me bcz i told her that this week tuition going to start and she said i lied. hey mom,driver ddnt come and it wsnt my fault okay? what can i do?go to tuition bt using the taxi?im sure you gonna kill me if i use taxi!
i just hate hate hate my life so much.too much i guess.
SOMEONE HELP ME PLS.
and sometimes i jst wish that i can ran away and live alone. so no one will care about me and thats good. its just too good to be true.
she also mad at me bcz i told her that this week tuition going to start and she said i lied. hey mom,driver ddnt come and it wsnt my fault okay? what can i do?go to tuition bt using the taxi?im sure you gonna kill me if i use taxi!
i just hate hate hate my life so much.too much i guess.
SOMEONE HELP ME PLS.
Sunday, December 6, 2009
i hope theres always tomorrow
I just woke just now and its very very late. If mummy were im sure shes gonna kill me. Mummy i miss you so much and i dont wnt to go there bcz of HIM. i cant stand him anymore. im sorry mom. even though im not there bear in your mind that i will always love you mom, and no one can change that. No one! i know im not a good daughter and im so sorry. ='((
I want to change my life but i dont know how, really dont know how. but one day i know ill change and i need support okay. i need it so bad.
And yes mr. everytime i wake up straight away ill think about you and missing you like crazy. i just want to look at your face. i know im not suppose to love you but hey what can i do for that?tell me?i dont force this feeling! right?? if i can meet you asap and thats mean my dream come TRUE!but you are far away for here and i dont think you even remember me.
I hope mama bought the newspaper because i want to read about the tragedy that happend yesterday kb mall. i was thinking about it and something crossed my mind.maybe Allah want to show us that nothing is imposible. that is so SCARY and makes me think how close we are to death.. yet, we're still acting like we're gonna live forever.
thats all for right now will continue it later.
=))
I want to change my life but i dont know how, really dont know how. but one day i know ill change and i need support okay. i need it so bad.
And yes mr. everytime i wake up straight away ill think about you and missing you like crazy. i just want to look at your face. i know im not suppose to love you but hey what can i do for that?tell me?i dont force this feeling! right?? if i can meet you asap and thats mean my dream come TRUE!but you are far away for here and i dont think you even remember me.
I hope mama bought the newspaper because i want to read about the tragedy that happend yesterday kb mall. i was thinking about it and something crossed my mind.maybe Allah want to show us that nothing is imposible. that is so SCARY and makes me think how close we are to death.. yet, we're still acting like we're gonna live forever.
thats all for right now will continue it later.
=))
Tonight,i want to write about something that ive been hiding for 7 years i guess?
i dont know why i like him,i really2 dont know why. tried so hard to forget him but it was useless.DAMN USELESS! it dsnt even work. few of my best people knw about this but all they are trying to say is
*move on*
*hey wake up girl.he dsnt even like you"
*come on try to forget him i know you can do it*
you girls just dont understand.i tried my best okay.
if i can forget him i wouldnt tell you,im not that bloody stupid.
everytime wake up,all i remember is you. when i go to sleep all i wonder is you. all i need is you. i knw im too ugly for you but hey remember if you give me chance ill make sure that you will be happy as long as im alive.I PROMISE!
I will never like anyone in this world more than i like you. i dont know why.
i always wonder that was it worth it to wait or?
I dont want you to know what i feel bcz its embrrsg okay?you will laugh at me i guesS? its just real love that you dont knw about. you are too special to me. i love you too much man! sometimes i cry,but i dnt tell anyone bcz i think i can handle my self!i will be waiting fr you forever.!
hurm='(
anyone?talk to me?
i dont know why i like him,i really2 dont know why. tried so hard to forget him but it was useless.DAMN USELESS! it dsnt even work. few of my best people knw about this but all they are trying to say is
*move on*
*hey wake up girl.he dsnt even like you"
*come on try to forget him i know you can do it*
you girls just dont understand.i tried my best okay.
if i can forget him i wouldnt tell you,im not that bloody stupid.
everytime wake up,all i remember is you. when i go to sleep all i wonder is you. all i need is you. i knw im too ugly for you but hey remember if you give me chance ill make sure that you will be happy as long as im alive.I PROMISE!
I will never like anyone in this world more than i like you. i dont know why.
i always wonder that was it worth it to wait or?
I dont want you to know what i feel bcz its embrrsg okay?you will laugh at me i guesS? its just real love that you dont knw about. you are too special to me. i love you too much man! sometimes i cry,but i dnt tell anyone bcz i think i can handle my self!i will be waiting fr you forever.!
hurm='(
anyone?talk to me?
okay now im gonna write something about my friend.Ena
im gonna use purple colour which is my FAV colour bcz she is also my FAV friend,
okay girl, before this we are not really closed kan? rapat kejap then back to biasa balik. i wish skrg we will always be rapat. i really wish! yang, i will always remember your word and all those advices. i promise. you understand me more than my other friend. thanks alot babe. eventhough we are not always together but we always remember each other kan?i hope so. only god knows how much i love you and care about you yang. i hope theres no more misunderstanding in our friendship. thanks fr evrything sayang.i mean it.:)and milo also is a good choice ena sayang=)
AND MY OTHER BESTFRIEND IS AMY.:)
amy, i miss you so much.too much is guess? last year we are always together but not this year kan? where are you girl? i try to find you but you are nowhere!='(
yang,thanks for all your support and it mean alots to me.i stll remember that last year i told you that im going to diet and you bring vegetabls biscuit fr me.:) you touched my heart girl. even though nowadays we are not really together but remember that you are someone special to me okay?i love you forever mrs.wafiq.
yeah im happy bcz you couple dgn wafiq bcz his the right guy for you sayang.his nice.he love you so much.you knw what i mean?his better than ure other exbf.:)
all i ever want is your hppnss amy.:)
people who i dont write your name here it dsnt mean that i dont love you girls.its just that the matter of time.
ECA,NIENA,EDAH,ANIS,DEENA,PUTERI,PRAVEENA,NIK,TYJA =)
WILL UPDATE IT LATER.:)
im gonna use purple colour which is my FAV colour bcz she is also my FAV friend,
okay girl, before this we are not really closed kan? rapat kejap then back to biasa balik. i wish skrg we will always be rapat. i really wish! yang, i will always remember your word and all those advices. i promise. you understand me more than my other friend. thanks alot babe. eventhough we are not always together but we always remember each other kan?i hope so. only god knows how much i love you and care about you yang. i hope theres no more misunderstanding in our friendship. thanks fr evrything sayang.i mean it.:)and milo also is a good choice ena sayang=)
AND MY OTHER BESTFRIEND IS AMY.:)
amy, i miss you so much.too much is guess? last year we are always together but not this year kan? where are you girl? i try to find you but you are nowhere!='(
yang,thanks for all your support and it mean alots to me.i stll remember that last year i told you that im going to diet and you bring vegetabls biscuit fr me.:) you touched my heart girl. even though nowadays we are not really together but remember that you are someone special to me okay?i love you forever mrs.wafiq.
yeah im happy bcz you couple dgn wafiq bcz his the right guy for you sayang.his nice.he love you so much.you knw what i mean?his better than ure other exbf.:)
all i ever want is your hppnss amy.:)
people who i dont write your name here it dsnt mean that i dont love you girls.its just that the matter of time.
ECA,NIENA,EDAH,ANIS,DEENA,PUTERI,PRAVEENA,NIK,TYJA =)
WILL UPDATE IT LATER.:)
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