just now i called eca but she switch off her cell phone then i call ena. oh yeah, i miss that voice!really do! talk to her for awhile. ena kecik,i miss you alot okay. today i watch 3 movie. i just watch twilight. damn,im in love with edward!HIS SO HOT OKAY! but my crush is hotter!;) i wish ill have a future husband just like him. i knw thats just a DREAM!;)
okay now im gonna write about what i feel.i just need to let this thing out!
i miss him.i just want to see his face maybe for a second?pls?i dont know why im so into him. i really dont know why! and yeah im tired of this nonsense feeling. im tired okay. i just cant stop praying to god. help me. calm me down plus i know his always there.mr.you have no idea how much i love you and need. one thing thats always in my mind is i keep wishing that my face cross your mind and i wish i can stay with you.be with you.only you. and i wont get bored of it.im waiting fr you. im sure that one day ill do something. text me?say hye?is that so hard to make me so happy?ha?or i dont even deserve happy? am i too bad for that?i know im not good enough fr you and too ugly but hey i bet im the one in this world who have been waiting fr you since i was small man!
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