I just woke just now and its very very late. If mummy were im sure shes gonna kill me. Mummy i miss you so much and i dont wnt to go there bcz of HIM. i cant stand him anymore. im sorry mom. even though im not there bear in your mind that i will always love you mom, and no one can change that. No one! i know im not a good daughter and im so sorry. ='((
I want to change my life but i dont know how, really dont know how. but one day i know ill change and i need support okay. i need it so bad.
And yes mr. everytime i wake up straight away ill think about you and missing you like crazy. i just want to look at your face. i know im not suppose to love you but hey what can i do for that?tell me?i dont force this feeling! right?? if i can meet you asap and thats mean my dream come TRUE!but you are far away for here and i dont think you even remember me.
I hope mama bought the newspaper because i want to read about the tragedy that happend yesterday kb mall. i was thinking about it and something crossed my mind.maybe Allah want to show us that nothing is imposible. that is so SCARY and makes me think how close we are to death.. yet, we're still acting like we're gonna live forever.
thats all for right now will continue it later.
=))
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